You.
I thought so much about our future tonight. What would happen, what are the possibilities, what will or might happen, what I want for things to happen. And amongst all these, I've found that I want you the most. I've never been so sure that there is absolutely no way I'm gonna feel this way or want someone this badly for the rest of my life anymore. Just you. And me. And I honestly can't wait to get to the part where we'll finally get to be together. Till as long as we both shall live.
The past two days we've spent together doing crazy things and talking about all the things we think we might do and everything and finally making up for lost time after not seeing each other for close to three weeks now makes me feel unbearable to let go of those past two days and I catch myself constantly wishing that those days might have been a little longer, passed a little slower.
It's the 1st of April. And I remember how you kept emphasizing on the fact that you'll be so busy in April because of all the presidency responsibilities you have and with the new term starting and all that. And another month closer to the big A's and the start of A division games for me...it makes time so strained for us I think we'd barely see each other this new month. But have faith. I will, in you. Somehow you motivated me to do better. Not only for you. But for myself. You made me found purpose. I know that this month, and the coming months are gonna be tough on us, but we'll make it through. And I believe that no matter what happens, you're gonna remind me of the this hope we're holding on to and the reason why we fell in love in the first place, which is what you've been doing all along, and reminded me again of in the last two days we spent together.
I miss you. And I can't wait to be with you. And I just hope that you remember that this fact isn't ever gonna change. I know that you feel exactly the same way for me and as strongly, or maybe even stronger. But I just want to tell you, hold on. Have a little faith in me. And always remember everything we have, and this little piece of hope and faith we hold on to, keep fighting.
