Timeless.
Sometimes I wonder if anyone else feels like that or whether its just me. Its different to be "The One" rather than the alternative. Sigh, but I guess everyone can never get the best of both worlds.
Its Chinese New Year's Eve today, and I'm gonna leave for Korea tonight. Somehow its become a tradition to go overseas every New Year, because of problems. Sigh, sometimes I really wish I can have an entire united and happy family, but someone would cock it up eventually. Every reunion dinner doesn't feel like it anymore. And then there's you, cause every year, when this happens, I'd go crazy, and miss you terribly. But there's nothing else I can do about it, and I have to just suck it up. And I have another two years of temptation, and worthiness and everything else to bear before we really can be together. This sucks, doesn't it?
Sigh, sometimes I wish I can find the right words to tell you, and to say. But everything gets choked up eventually. But I knwo this, I know that I love you, and no matter where I am, I'd always choose you.