Till death do us part
This post is for my dearest boy. Please do mind me. Today you asked me a baffling question and scared me into believing that it might become a near reality which is so obviously not ): but you painted a really dark future for me. When you asked me what I'd do when you died..I honestly didn't know. I could just feel the sick twist of my heart and thought about how I'd be grieving and mourning. I'd probably never fall in love again. Probably never like the idea of love again. And then you told me that if it really happens, I was to find someone better than you, more caring and just better. And you made me gulped. With fear. We've been in a relationship for years and I've never thought this way. And darling, when you love someone, no one else can ever compare to them. So this post is to let you know. That no matter what happens, iloveyou. And I'll stay by your side. And i love you more, i've always been the one who loved more and always will. So even when you say those two words to me, till death do us part xoxo
