The truth.

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Have you ever had the truth already at the tip of your tongue, literally jumping out and let the whole world know what's the entire truth, but you had to think of all the consequences and the scene of the aftermath constantly flashing back again and again in your head? The truth was almost out yesterday. And I really really wanted to just say it all out loud, at least it'd stop all the lying and the sneaking around and all these guilt built up within me. But there might be dire consequences, but maybe also a never-imagined long-lost and then found happiness and freedom in my heart. There's this burden, this knot I've been dying to unknot ever since the whole thing started and I've been telling all the half-truths. But this secret...it's really huge. And it could really affect a lot of people and what would they think of me? Would they still be the same? I've told one group of people before and it took ages before everything was overcame and forgotten and forgiven and understood. Would it be the same with my family? It seems so hard to tell them anything because they can't seem to understand what I'm trying to imply from my perspective. Sigh. 

And then there's him. I have to think of what it might do to him. But sometimes, I really don't know if he knows how I entirely feel about this. And sigh, I'm so gullible I can die. I don't know the whole reason of this entire thing anyhow, but after all, it's such a difficult truth to out. Sigh. I'm really lost on this. Should I? Or should I not? At least after everything's done, it wouldn't be so hard to make a good impression. Le sigh. 

Florence Lee

Florence Lee

Amour Infinito ∞
Did I mention how absolutely how eccentric I can get?
Oh, and people call me Flo (:

I believe that love's the strongest thing in this world, and that true love does exist. We just gotta find it. And I think I already did.

& Someday, I'm gonna be living in Paris.

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