Nobody said it was easy
So I'm guessing this night is one of those nights where I feel like crap again (I mean when have I ever not felt like crap) but yeah, I think its the menstrual hormones that are getting to me. Wow. Well, today has been really emotional. The release of the promotional status, and I promoted. And well, yes, thank god I felt so damn relieved, but then again after, I felt really overwhelmed by what's coming at me for the next year or so.
I feel like my life's going in the right direction for once but I have no idea whose the one in it. It feels like its my life but my head's not in it...it just feels like something's missing.
Been watching these few shows lately, trying to catch up:
Haha, well, that is all for now. I actually am bored right now cause I've caught up to most of these shows and am just waiting for their weekly release, heh.
Sigh, tonight has been a really...pms(?) night? Well, mom was talking about C's boyfriend and then started talking about mine and they just aren't convinced that he's truly truly the one for me and continues going on about how young I am and such (i mean obviously like duh, i know that I'm young but I know what i want why can't they get that) sigh. I just hope that one day B's gonna put aside everything and just convince my dad or something so it could just save him from all his paranoia.






