Never let me go.
Hello guys :} Meet me new specs. AND THEY'RE FREE OF CHARGE. Cuz I've got fairy godparents hehe. Gonna make three specs, two with my new degree and one with no degree, but its really pretty and I couldn't resist!! So I had that for no-degree so that I can wear it for fun. Hahah and my dad was like, "you're still gonna wear contacts then wear the specs for fun -.-" Hahah I think I can pull that off okay even though that theory's pretty lame. Okay, so anw I actually had tons of self-taken photos but I don't wanna upload them cuz you guys would then know how many shots I actually took which was like.....MILLIONS. Hehehe. And then deleted down to ten plus photos left. I mean, that's what girls usually do right?
So today marks the actual TWENTY days to Promos. The big TWO ZERO. Sigh, really need to buck up and fight strong for these remaining three weeks and clear it, rather than topping another 365 days on top of it. I can do this, jiayou :)
So I went over to B's today...Haha as usual funny things always happened. And sigh, god I miss him so much. Even when I was with him, I felt as though we were racing against time. Its like each time the clock ticked, the harder I held on to him. Damn it. Haha. But yeah. Anyway, heh. So he asked me a really sweet question today. Sigh baby, and I know you'd be reading this...haha. He asked "Baby, you won't ever ever ever leave me right?" Haha and he was being so cute cuz he was trying to use what happened a year ago against me and comes up with all the rolling eyes and sacarstic tone HAHAHA, the scene was damn funny. But I guess this is what love is all about. Haha and then I was like "well......no obviously not are you kidding me". Obviously this <<< was in my mind. And I just said "no, iloveyousomuch how could I ever..." and he was like "you did once" and gave me the -.- face. Ugh. Haha and he was so cute being all jealous and perked up and just angry at everything haha and we just stood there laughing at each other's mistakes and sigh. I wish I could have just taped down the whole moment from front to back and just replay it at times in my life when I feel so down. Heh.
And then we spent the rest of the day watching this absolutely sadistic horror movie which I spent half my time hiding behind his hands for. Hehe. But seriously, I can't stop thinking about the scene. It was porn-ish because of certain scenes but the way they kill people it's just....guys you should watch it. It's called Hostel. Haha.
So yeah...that was about all for the day. Heh. Anyway, so looking forward till the end of the exams to get started on all the trips and starting a photo/video diary with B!! Hehe I don't know why I feel so blissful whenever I'm with him (and the boy still thinks that I'd leave him one day *rolls eyes till they're blind*) Haha OOOH I thought of this really sweet thing he told me today...I don't know if I wanna share it cause it's supposed to be mine, haha but its really really sweet of him :)
He said, whilst sighing, looking up to the ceilings, and I was staring at him, (maybe I was mesmerized haha okay my thoughts I'll keep to myself :} ) and then he said, "I just wish you could see right into me and you'd know how much I love you." And then he turned to look at me. Haha that moment......sigh. Forever.
