JC.
Well, a year's almost gone. Tomorrow, tomorrow I'm gonna get my results back. And that will decide whether I will go up to my second year of JC, which is also the last. Well, to be honest, the year hasn't been all that great. It's been kind of a scary year after all, but I've met great people, and I have a great boyfriend which is one of the many things I ought to be grateful for. But this year has also been an eye-opener, because I've seen many different kinds of things that people can do, and will do for their own, and the true colours of some people, the lies they say or their kindness and such. I've seen so many different people from many different walks of life...its changed me...somehow.
I'm starting to become more wary, more doubtful. Regardless of how nice some people are, sometimes, they turn out to be some backstabbing bitch too. Well...and then there are those people that seem to get by with anything. Its either they have nine lives and was a cat in their previous life, or they simply...are just damn lucky. JC1 has been tough, lonley and everything but I pulled through. And regardless of the many good friends I've met, I still feel lonely sometimes. Its like I dont belong in their world, like I'm seeing all the things from the outside. Well, I can understand because I came to the school from the other side of the world, and they know people in that area whereas I don't, so sometimes I go completely off topic. Even with the Netball girls, they sometimes talk about things that I don't really know about, so most of the times, I have no mutual topic with some of the girls, but nonetheless, I love them. They are the best team ever.
And then, there's the Avengers. They're the one thing that keeps me going in class, in school. They're really great and awesome people, honestly. There's Adele, Nora, Zhengyuan, Damien, Tingjie. And they're really smart and fun people to be with, and regardless of the many arguments we all have, we always have a great time laughing or just anything.
Although sometimes I feel out of place, because sometimes I feel like I belong in an entirely different world because I came all the way from the north, but you guys make me feel happy. And I'm so grateful for you guys, for all the encouragement and everything. Even though sometimes your sacarsms are a little harsh, nonetheless I still love you guys. Sigh, but sometimes, I wish I could be better, because most of the times it seems that I'm not. There's Norah, sometimes she makes me feel outcast, because she just leaves me off books but also, very endearing. Adele, you seem to keep everything intact. Then there's ZY whose a really really nice guy but has lots of viewpoints sometimes, and Damien always doing the same signpose and Tingjie, encouraging yet sacarstic. Haha but I really have fun with them, and really, we're the best 6.Next year's gonna be harder. And most of the times, I feel like the only people that I feel that I really belong belong entirely are so far away. But us 6? We're like a family. So thank you God, for everything. For letting me meet such wonderful friends. But above that, I honestly can't wait to graduate because it spells freedom.
xoxo

