Insecure.

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Doing PW halfway, and feeling so frustrated at the thought that I can't come up with any ideas for it. Sigh. Promos's in 8 days....and PW's to be handed up on the last few days before Promos. Can I just have a little break ugh. 

Just went Facebook, and her photos were there filling up my timeline again, constantly emphasising the fact that she's very much happy with her life right now when somehow I just don't think she deserves it after everything. I wondered what happened to the part where I said I'd let go of the past and move on and stay strong. But I just can't. Just feel so insecure. And by far, I think she's the only one whose capable of doing that. To grasp me from within...deep down. Attacking my very inner fear. Maybe it's just me, cause I'm pretty sure she isn't feeling as shit as me right now, but yeah. Why is it so hard to let go. I feel so insecure. Insecure. Insecure. And I don't wanna feel this way no more. 

What can I do, just let me go. I know I sound so desperate right now, because I am. I don't want to haunted by you for the rest of my life, so just let me go. If I had a million wishes in the world, it'd be that "i-don't-really-care-what-you-think-i-think-i'm-cool" part of me. I used to have no worries, didn't worry about how I looked and everything. But right now, I do. So if there's anything, anything in the world at all, I'd wish with all my heart to not feel this way anymore, especially not to you. 

Florence Lee

Florence Lee

Amour Infinito ∞
Did I mention how absolutely how eccentric I can get?
Oh, and people call me Flo (:

I believe that love's the strongest thing in this world, and that true love does exist. We just gotta find it. And I think I already did.

& Someday, I'm gonna be living in Paris.

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