I miss everything

I miss everything. Every little detail of everything. I don't know what is it I really miss, specifically. But there's always this...this nostalgic feeling in my heart and I don't know what it is. Maybe I do, but I'm not able to face it..cause maybe I just don't want to accept it....

I had a dream last night. A guilty dream. And I am somehow glad that it was just a dream but at the same time it just keeps tugging at the seams of my heart, trying to make sense of what it means...but it probably means nothing. But in the dream...it felt so surreal. Some part of me was struggling to wake up, trying to grasp at the truth. And the other part of me was just....I don't know submerged in it? But I know it was a dream that got me wondering the whole day...even till now. 

I dreamt of this guy, he was...well, so damn pleasant-looking. And the first thing that I thought of was that he was B. But...at the same time, I felt like he was someone i wasn't so familiar with....and I was thinking maybe it was a grown-up version of B and I was somehow comforted by that. Well...the dream went on and things got more serious...and it felt like I was running away from someone, someone like B and it was all just so confusing and the ending of the dream was the guy kissing me and then I kinda woke up. 

Haha but dreams....they're just where your imaginations run right? Not that my imagination is anything like the dream I had...I honestly swear. But it got me so confused right now and yeah. Well...I just had to get this out, I guess. I miss everything honestly...every little sweet thing that was ever in my life. 

 

 

Florence Lee

Florence Lee

Amour Infinito ∞
Did I mention how absolutely how eccentric I can get?
Oh, and people call me Flo (:

I believe that love's the strongest thing in this world, and that true love does exist. We just gotta find it. And I think I already did.

& Someday, I'm gonna be living in Paris.

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