Alone
These days have been more lonely than ever in my mind, and everywhere else. Nobody knows what's going on and I think no one will even understand despite my telling too, so why not keep it all in.
I just wish for better days. For better days to come. I've never felt so disappointed in my life before this. But for better or for worse, at least I know I tried.
But I just want to say this. I hope you all know that I'm doing this for you. Maybe for myself too, but I see it more of what I'm doing, is to make you both proud.